1. |
Breathe
02:56
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And I'm running from tomorrow
Hide my head prepared for everything to fall apart
It's never quite as hopeless as I thought though
It's just the only way I know to stop a broken heart
And they say just let the love in
It's easier when love was something that you always had
And not just something that was an illusion
I heard about it but it always slipped out of my hands
It's like your life is out of harmony
From all the people who had time to be
Another one who got their way saying
"Why you sitting so depressed" like everything's okay
I need some hope to calm my mind
To heal the pain I got inside
I had to let go of my pride
I gotta want better for me
Where I don't just get up and leave
I wanna take some time to breathe
It's like you're running through a minefield
Exploding pieces of the past and present all around
And everyone assumes it's easy to heal
Nobody else is on the path you got your life laid out
The tallest mountains that are hardly reached
Are only there when you don't try to be
Against the light inside your soul
Sometimes you have to lose it all to finally be whole
I need some hope to calm my mind
To heal the pain I got inside
I had let go of my pride
I gotta want better for me
Where I don't just get up and leave
I wanna take some time to breathe
I need some hope to calm my mind
Deal with the pain I got inside
I wanna to let go of my pride
I gotta want better for me
Where I don't just get up and leave
I wanna have some time to breathe
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2. |
Nobody Here
03:07
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Assume that
There’s nobody here
Now’s the perfect time
To wipe your sleepy eyes
How are there so many tears
No reason why
You're already lost
In loneliness
Just looking at the telephone
It’s clear you got heart set
On someone
Disarm your feelings
It's never fair
To pour into somebody
When they always
Make you feel like
You're alone
Before you know
They’re already gone
Assume that
There’s nobody here
Now’s the perfect time
To wipe your sleepy eyes
How are there so many tears
No reason why
The harder you tried
To cover up
Your heart is aching
Close to breaking
Pushed you to the point
Of giving up
Pick up the pieces
And make a change
You see the love is fading
And they left you here to
Wonder what went wrong
Before you know
It's already gone
Assume that
There’s nobody here
Now’s the perfect time
To wipe your sleepy eyes
How are there so many tears
No reason why
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(Davesocozy Verse)
This is life in the moment
Watching as the sun sets
Knowing that it won't last
Trusting in the cycle, in the flow
Present in the highs
Still appreciate the lows, cause
Everything in time is divine
Lost inside a thought
I find meaning in a rhyme, yuh
Learning how to read between the lines
Looking for the good life
Was in the middle of my eyes
The whole time
(Blackcowboy chorus)
And then you listen to your favorite song
Your mind is clear and now your heart is free
Remind yourself you're safe and nothing's wrong
Embrace the moment here to find your peace
It's ok to let down your weapons
You're afraid that there's no forgiveness
We're here now just embrace the moment
Not the past, or what's next,
Be present
(TheTasteofVomit verse)
This is life in the moment
Watching as the sun sets
My tears fill the ocean
But I find beauty in the moon's tides
And hope comes in the consistency
Of a sunrise
I'm learning to roll with the punches
Put my love on display
Like names on bagged lunches
Till the whole fam eating
They can't throw shade on all the light we secreting
I put faith in the process
When hard times knock
I know they won't stop us
We don't deserve all the pain we've been through
But all those dark roads is what led me to you
And no, I won't let fear and trauma stop me
Love will prevail, I know the universe got me
And there's no gift like the present
So I'm embracing every emotion as a true blessing
(Blackcowboy chorus)
And then you listen to your favorite song
Your mind is clear and now your heart is free
Remind yourself you're safe and nothing's wrong
Embrace the moment here to find your peace
It's ok to let down your weapons
You're afraid that there's no forgiveness
We're here now just embrace the moment
Not the past, or what's next,
Be present
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(Blackcowboy)
I'll never fall apart again
With all the times you left me worrying
And struggling until the bitter end
I can't take back the time I spent
Cause I just heard the same old story
And you won't be giving me the disrespect
I'll never fall apart again
With all the times you left me worrying
And struggling until the bitter end
I can't take back the time I spent
Cause I just heard the same old story
And you won't be giving me the disrespect
(MichaelCatacomb)
Every time I hear the same old story
I think that it’s been getting boring
Not to shun you out I think it’s corny
You rather lie than to tell the whole story
Trying to justify your thoughts here for me
Don’t excuse your actions for me
Turnt to a kiss I never wanted lips
Now what is this?
You're another fish
Out in the sea for the circle your reef
Whales ain’t really that important to me
How did you find your way straight back to me? Eel.
Now that you know how he feels,
Do you even wanna see what's real?
Now that you know how he feels,
Being spellbound as a sleeping pill
Chillin like a villain I’m like Krillan
I’m not the villain
Watching your fate get sealed in
I wanted to see you
Be successful in the beginning
And I caught you stressin
Wrestling with the target
I guess you’d rather be a narcissist
That’s fine ima run with the arsonist
If you try it run back I bet you
The memories are gone yeah
I’ll forget em like Kanye
I’m starting to get violent
I’m starting to get violent
I’ll forget em like Kanye
I’ll forget em like Kanye
I’ma start a whole riott
(Blackcowboy)
I'll never fall apart again
With all the times you left me worrying
And struggling until the bitter end
I can't take back the time I spent
Cause I just heard the same old story
And you won't be giving me the disrespect
I'll never fall apart again
With all the times you left me worrying
And struggling until the bitter end
I can't take back the time I spent
Cause I just heard the same old story
And you won't be giving me the disrespect
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5. |
Bloom
04:00
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Came from outside
Sun is out I don't believe I've
Taken any time
To see how things are going
Running in place
My thoughts are always left to
Wait another day
It always seem so far away
Someday I'm waiting
Someday I'm waiting to bloom
Hey
Someday I'm waiting
Someday I'm waiting to bloom
Looking inside
For the Sun that people mention
Only find that I
Just see the worst intentions
Always they say
How much longer will you keep on
Playing this charade
Who knows if you will find your way
Someday I'm waiting
Someday I'm waiting to bloom
Hey
Someday I'm waiting
Someday I'm waiting to bloom
Hey
Someday I'm waiting
Someday to bloom
Inside
Some days
It stays
Till the end of time
Now try
To see
Inside
It's a part of me
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6. |
Isley
01:25
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(Instrumental)
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7. |
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Yo,
Feeling zero point Kelvin today baby, let's get it going
Yeah, yeah, yeah, ah
(Chorus)
Somebody better join me
Cause I feel like I'm boutta go away
Feels like I’m about to take off
And I’m not trying to wait
(solidvic - verse)
Back in Philly like it's '06, no shit
Couple young bols
Tryna see what life really is
Coolin, smokin, drinking
I've been spending too much time thinking
Bout the moves that we've been shifting
And you know we boutta make it out
Fuck what all them bitches talking bout
Cause you know we finna burn it up and thug it out
Slide me a mic and let me work
Get some bottom barrel shit, I need to make your bitch squirt
You know what it is
(Chorus)
Somebody better join me
Cause I feel like I'm boutta go away
Feels like I’m about to take off
And I’m not trying to wait
(blackcowboy - verse)
To all the people that fell off
When you tried to make it
You're never farther from your dreams
If you gotta fake it
When someone says you gotta stop
That you'll never see the top
I'll take that motivation
Haters built me up to see me pop
It's easy to complain
That's it all about
Your looks, the fame
That it's all the same
But let me run it back
Before you spiral into
Every little thing you lack
You're supposed to be your #1
Don't let 'em see you crack
It's all a game
Too early for the screen to fade to black
And some of y'all
Think that solo is the way to be
I know I'm flawed
But my people hold a place for me
I stand with giants
Both my homies and my family
It's not just blood
Gotta open your third eye to see
Without it
You're just blinded and leading the blind
If they're your real brothers
They will always want to see you shine
Chorus (2x)
Somebody better join me
Cause I feel like I'm boutta go away
Feels like I’m about to take off
And I’m not trying to wait
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Chorus
I know
It's hard to say goodbye
To memories of better times
Somehow
You're always on my mind
The memories of you and I
Verse
These songs could never replace a feeling
So long did I hold a place for you that
Made it harder to let it go
To love myself like I've never known
Sometimes the thoughts they would drive me crazy
Too long we stopped and the thoughts they faded
Now it's harder to justify
How long I'm looking into your eyes
And I just have to hope that this is
A part of what can make it right
When I see you now
It eats me up inside
Chorus
I know
It's hard to say goodbye
To memories of better times
Somehow
You're always on my mind
The memories of you and I
Verse
It's sad to think that it's almost over
But pain is always a part of growing
Got me waiting for something new
Reminders still in my heart for you
No one said it was a happy ending
So far it's been just a rough beginning
Try to deal with another one
A lesson that needed to be done
When you're finding yourself it's showing
That setbacks they never stop your glowing
It's time to find the light
And let it go
End Verse (lotusflwr)
The memories we made may fade
But my gratitude is forever
And I know this pain is just a phase
And that the heart is extremely clever
Please know that we will heal through this
Even if we are not together
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9. |
Energy
01:46
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When I was saying that
I couldn't be more lonely
I looked around to all the people
Who had told me
You're never alone
Never alone
Never alone
It's overwhelming when you start to
Think it's hopeless
The love is always there, I’m saying
It’s important to open the door
Open the door
Open the door
With all that you feel
It just makes sense you'd
Need some time to heal
To heal
It's time to reveal
That you're deserving
All that love you feel
You feel
It's fine just take some time to breathe
So sit right back and let it be
It's fine, just feel the energy
So sit right back and let it be
It's fine just take some time to breathe
So sit right back and let it be
It's fine, just feel the energy
So sit right back and let it be
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10. |
Tour
03:05
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(Instrumental)
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blackcowboy Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
Producer, guitarist and songwriter from Philadelphia, PA.
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